My eyes hurt it's so red and puffy
I m so sick and tired of crying
Yea crying has bcome liek my new hobby -.-
Why do I keep on crying ?
so yea I cried myself to slp again
Cried liek th first day he broke up wit me
bcuz of me th whole fam turn upside down
I wanna apologise to all hu gt pulled in
Haiz. . . so yea. . . to report wad happen ytd. . .
I waz at th mall making new sets
chatting wit duck2
He kinda agitated duck1
and duck1 being a hot head
I guess he was swearing and stuff
I told duck2 idw WW4 to happened
so stop bugging duck1
( cuz World War 3 was against mei and duck1 -.- )
den wen I was abt to logoff
Sean came on9 and start
telling duck2 dun disturb duck1
den idk idk idk
sean didnt noe th story
so duck2 scolded him back
to get his fact right before fking ppl
( wich I tink he meant accuse ppl )
den sean ( being blurboi ) said since wen I fk u blablabla
den bcome wad spam blog
I tried to stop duck2 but both continue to go at each other
until I had to call mei on9
( wich jovan alerted her 1st )
mei scream at them oso they nv listen -.-
until she had to kick em both frm th fam zzz
yea I was so upset and disappointed dhat I logged out
y cant anyone mind ur own business ?
Sean go settle wit xinni 1st uhhs -.-
it's between me and th 2 ducks
( and mayb mei )
ytd nite I felt terrible . . . all tis trouble . . .
I hav oni myself to blame
in th end I m hurting myself more
I apologised to duck1 too
I watched th phone ring as he called me
I didnt want him to hear me cry over th phone
It doesnt matter anyway wad he doesnt care anymore
He wun care wad whether I cry or not
He oso dunnid care my bdae coming anot
I tink he wun even care whether I m tinking of him or not
I told him dhat he chged ALOT
but he cut me off
telling me to forget him
and last long wit duck2 . . .
but will forget me ?
I pray he too get to find someone better dhen me. . .
sumone hu can crack open his stone heart like mine
and find a beautiful diamond like wad I found in him
sumone hu will love him more than I do
nw everyone is liek against him
but I dun wan dhat. . .
I wan sumone to share his pain and understand him
instead of blaming him
even if he had done anyting wrg or not
no human deserves to b treated liek an outcast. . .
last nite I was reminiscing th times I had wit him
and comparing to him nw
He's totally a different person
Th reason I dun wanna find another bf
I dun wanna compare to him wit duck1
I guess. . . I'll nv find dhat patient bf dat I reli wanted
CUZ ALL GUYS BEHAVE LIEK KIDS ! haiz . . .
duck2 I m sry . . . I noe u'r trying to protect me
or defend me and all but it's ok . . .
juz leave him alone for my sake pls I m begging u
And one question is left unanswered
do I still luv him ?
dhat. . .I dun hav th answer . . .
O god u like this dun u ?
enjoy watching me suffer and all . . .
Thx uhhs . . .
I wish to enjoy my single life but nt liek dis
I've been attached eversince I m 16 -.-
( my 1st relationship at 13 is nt counted :x )
yet nw I having a problem wit freedom
I noe single can be lonesome
and being attached is troublesome
lol so hw ? =\
Anywayys I m nt in mood to celebrate my bdae nw
Juz . . . leave me alone
Idk wad to do nw. . .
I m going to buy ticket to go M'sia today
to run awayy ( uhh wit my family lol )
unless I gt a reason nt to go
so juz pretend tmr thr nth on ok ? :))
P.S : I m nt bring my phone ^__^
ok I gotta go back to work nw. . .
I better stop crying
and get my mind of everyting
Bai ~

And th words frm th wise
wen th fire dies
U tink it's over but it juz begun
My baby dun cry. . .
cuz u had my heart
At least for th most part . . .
cuz everybody gotta die sumtime
My baby dun cry-y-y-y . . .

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